It's 4 AM and I need to get back to bed. Went to bed early so no real sleep deprived. Have to get up fairly early to get the big bird in the oven. Jeff and Jenn want to eat around 1 which is fine. Then they are going to meet Jenn's Mom halfway in Cameron to transfer Benjamin so he can spend some time with his other grandmother.

Jeff helped dad put a fence around the newly planted onions. Eubee seems to be recovering from his surgery. Dad fed him apple cores and peelings from the results of the apple pie.

Watched a silly movie movie last night. Should look up to see what's in the que. Tonight will be a good TV night.

Temped dropped 30 degrees in about 3 hrs. yesterday. Very interesting to see the front move in.

Looking at my feelings. Still eating badly. Trying to analyze. I know I will be ok. Do believe meditation will help. Actually, sewing helps when it's pretty easy. Almost finished with the top to Iris' pjs. Interesting closure system. The pieces are so small my machine wants to eat them! Bad machine! I love the Janome for the up-top speed control and it's versitality. But I do believe the Viking is a better quality machine. And I'm not a good enough seamstress to be able to justify anything better.

Lots to do but think I'll go back to bed. Do believe I'm on the verge of another important breakthrough in my life and know I'll be the better for it. Looking forward to coming out on the other side. Meanwhile, a bit more sleep is in order.

Peace!
Carol